June 3rd, 2002
No, this isn’t a romantic song for me – although it could be. Rather, it’s a song for getting back ‘up’.
Some people hate and expect affection
Some people lie and demand the truth
I gotta ask myself if it’s all deception
Is this a natural thing that we all just do?
We take such pleasure from pain
I’m just tired of playing that game
Some things you’ve got to change
You’ve got to stand and deliver
With your body and soul
Stand and deliver
Just give me something to hold
Stand and deliver
If the truth can be told
We can make it togeather
If we stand, stand and deliver
Some times my mind drives me to distraction
I want to shut all the windows and lock the doors
But every time I get a little bit of satisfaction
I see the walls come tumbling to the floor
I know in this life you’ve gotta stand up for what feels right
Each day and every night
You’ve got to stand and deliver
With your body and soul
stand and deliver
Just give me something to hold
Stand and deliver
If the truth can be told
We can make it togeather
If we stand and deliver
stand and deliver
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June 2nd, 2002
Okay, I’m over the breif angst fit, I think.
And did two more segments of the evparts web site, besides.
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June 1st, 2002
Maybe I should start maintaing a private journal where I can write down what I actually think about everything.
The fact that I would need a private journal to do same bothers me. I always wanted to operate in the open – but it seems like I’m always upsetting somebody.
Pondering ‘The policy of truth’.
I don’t know. I just want to curl up and whimper, but I also know that that will just piss off P. who wants me to be happy, dammit. Or at least pretend.
Argh.
Argh.
Back to work demacizing evparts.com.
Anyone want to trade lives with me?
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June 1st, 2002

What Type of Villain are You?
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Joy.
I think my life has too much drama in it. Or something. Every once in a while I suspect that people are trying to mess with my head.
I’ll get over it.
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June 1st, 2002
Well, it’s been a while since I set fingers to keyboard to pen my thoughts. Mostly, I’ve been too busy to breathe, with the mk3, the linuxizing of the mac web site, personal problems galore, and things of that nature.
But, I’m still out here, still doing my thing, whatever exactly that is.
Radio silence from me, if you’re a friend of mine, just means that I’m experiencing depression and don’t wish to pass it on.
S.
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May 27th, 2002
this is a interesting little collection.
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May 25th, 2002
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May 24th, 2002
“You want the truth?”
Smoke curled around his face, as he sat there facing me, facing the microphone, facing the entire world. He took another drag from the cigarette, tossed it towards a overflowing ashtray.
“Yes.”
“We’re all insane. All of us. Every last one. It’s the only successful adaptation to the world you can make.”
“Really?”
“Yes, really. Sanity is a concept without a referant. We’ve got a agreed upon version of reality that we use, that sometimes works.. but like a old movie, reality keeps breaking. Then when it’s taped back togeather, it’s inconsistant in the place it breaks.”
“I find this very hard to believe”
“I don’t blame you.”
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May 24th, 2002
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May 24th, 2002
You know at the end of jeprody where they say ‘contestents also get’..
Well, here’s bob harris dumping his ‘also get..’ loot: realvideo. I’m find this rather funny for some reason..
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