okay..
Sunday, June 2nd, 2002Okay, I’m over the breif angst fit, I think.
And did two more segments of the evparts web site, besides.
Okay, I’m over the breif angst fit, I think.
And did two more segments of the evparts web site, besides.
Maybe I should start maintaing a private journal where I can write down what I actually think about everything.
The fact that I would need a private journal to do same bothers me. I always wanted to operate in the open – but it seems like I’m always upsetting somebody.
Pondering ‘The policy of truth’.
I don’t know. I just want to curl up and whimper, but I also know that that will just piss off P. who wants me to be happy, dammit. Or at least pretend.
Argh.
Argh.
Back to work demacizing evparts.com.
Anyone want to trade lives with me?

Joy.
I think my life has too much drama in it. Or something. Every once in a while I suspect that people are trying to mess with my head.
I’ll get over it.
Well, it’s been a while since I set fingers to keyboard to pen my thoughts. Mostly, I’ve been too busy to breathe, with the mk3, the linuxizing of the mac web site, personal problems galore, and things of that nature.
But, I’m still out here, still doing my thing, whatever exactly that is.
Radio silence from me, if you’re a friend of mine, just means that I’m experiencing depression and don’t wish to pass it on.
S.

Whee!
“You want the truth?”
Smoke curled around his face, as he sat there facing me, facing the microphone, facing the entire world. He took another drag from the cigarette, tossed it towards a overflowing ashtray.
“Yes.”
“We’re all insane. All of us. Every last one. It’s the only successful adaptation to the world you can make.”
“Really?”
“Yes, really. Sanity is a concept without a referant. We’ve got a agreed upon version of reality that we use, that sometimes works.. but like a old movie, reality keeps breaking. Then when it’s taped back togeather, it’s inconsistant in the place it breaks.”
“I find this very hard to believe”
“I don’t blame you.”
You know at the end of jeprody where they say ‘contestents also get’..
Well, here’s bob harris dumping his ‘also get..’ loot: realvideo. I’m find this rather funny for some reason..
these people claim they are going to email me dilbert and a few other of my favorite comics. Including 9 chickweed lane, but not, alas, the boondocks.
Anyway, gave them a unique address, so we’ll see what the spam factor is. I think I’m going to implement my spam stopper script shortly. It’s getting crazy over here..
S.