Never been one to let the carrier drop

Okay. I finally checked out the south park episode about facebook. Yes. Much laughing. Very much laughing.

Those of you who have listened to WSHR know that I often sign off with Brahm’s Lullabye. I wrote some quick words to it, and recorded this acapella number just for you all. 😉

Signoff

So goodbye and goodnight
May your journey go onward
May your dreams all take flight
Thank you for your time this night
So Goodbye and goodnight
Though we wish you could stay
So Goodbye and goodnight
May you sleep in peace tonight

So goodbye and goodnight
May your love light your way
May you find all you need
Every single day
With good friends and good cheer
May your loves all stay near
With good times and good memes
May you sleep with pleasent dreams

So goodbye and goodnight
We always hate to leave you
It’s so good to see you there
So good to receive you
So goodbye and good night
Hope you had a good time
So goodbye and goodnight
See you all again sometime

Here’s a couple of mellow tracks that I thought I’d mention here. No lyrics on either one, but they’re both extremely chill-out music

Yin’s Lullabye
Sunset

Sunset reminds me of the guitar in Bill and Ted’s excellent adventure.. I think it’s gorgeous, and I may experiment with that voice combination some more.

I redid sex, because it had a high suck factor.. not at all worthy of such a great topic

Sex (Redone)

Your skin so soft, your hands caressing
I watch in shadows as you’re undressing
So much beauty to uncover
You know I love this time with you, my lover

Our bodies moving togeather
We climb up the hill of forever
Your touch makes me sane
Pleasure washes away the pain

(chorus)
You don’t need to ask me
The answer is always yes
I love you, I want you, I need you
I await your caress

I taste your salt, sweatness and flow
I let this hunger inside me grow
I feel your body flexing in time
Feel the warmth of your sweet, sweet wine

I feel your hunger matching mine
Your body pulses and your eyes shine
Every moment feels so sublime
You’re so warm, like sweet sunshine

(chorus)
You don’t need to ask me
The answer is always yes
I love you, I want you, I need you
Always a good time to undress

My hands on you, I feel your nipples rise
in the dark I see your glowing blue eyes
I hear your heartbeat and your song of pleasure
It’s the joy we bring each other I treasure

Come dance with me in the darkness tonight
So gorgeous in candlelight
Our bodies joined, one and the same
Bodies dancing like a flame

(solo)

Now we’ve found our moment together
Over quickly yet it feels like forever
I cuddle close in the afterglow
Caress you and wait for the hunger to grow

Another dance, and another, and another
There’s no one else like you, my lover
days and nights in exstacy
The best things in life were always free

Phone Sex

Well, you had to go out of town
But I’m here wishing you were still around
So I pick up my phone and punch your number
We all know the spell I’m under (PHONE SEX!)

In these days long distance is damn near free
So call me up and make love to me
Speak of touch and of burning desire
You know just how to inspire

I love listening to you moan and scream when you pet yourself
it’s just like a wet dream
I love listening to the sounds I get
when you call me up and you make yourself wet

sexy lover, I await your call
Imagine touch and talk of it all
Send me video from your webcam
You know what type of man I am

You know baby, I wish I was there
But I can imagine your soft soft hair
Don’t be afraid to get raw
You know I have no shame when I call

I love listening to you moan and scream when you pet yourself
it’s just like a wet dream
I love listening to the sounds I get
when you call me up and you make yourself wet

(solo)

I love your moan and your breathing sounds
I love what I’d do if you were around
I love your voice and I won’t lie
I love it when you whimper and sigh

I can imagine your blue eyed shine
Your voice so soft, your breath on the line
Whispers and moans and heavy breathing
You give me a dream worth believing

I love listening to you moan and scream when you pet yourself
it’s just like a wet dream
I love listening to the sounds I get
when you call me up and you make yourself wet

Love

Love is hard to define
a state of being or a state of mind?
an emotion, a soul that’s entwined
Wonder here for us to find

Love changes our world
Makes closed hearts open, lets voices be heard
Makes friends closer throughout the world
So much for such a simple word

Even with barriers that still divide
I feel so much love inside
And I’m sure my lover knows
look into my eyes, it shows

Even in darkness, the coldest night
feeling love your soul takes flight
Love lights the darkness, and lets the lost be found
Love helps us find our common ground

Love teaches  we’re stronger together
With each other, no storm we can’t weather
When we’re tired and feel like we’re beaten
Love keeps us warm while we are sleeping

I don’t draw a line between love and lust
To me touch has always been about trust
Touch is healing and needing each other
Love found in the arms of another

Love’s the light inside us all
From the oldest sages to babies who crawl
Guiding our journey throughout the world
Helping the truth be heard

Love is something we’ve always known
Since long before we called Earth home
There are many worlds, many different stars
But there’s always love in any world of ours

New song: Centauri. This is pure guitar rock – yes, those are my meager guitar skillz, and bass skillz (Thanks to Sarah for loaning me her bass. Not sure if she really meant for me to use it on tracks, but she did leave it here ;-))

This is a public apology to Ant. I have access to all my memories of our time together now, and I understand that there was never anything nonconsentual about what happened. I’m sorry that I was so confused, and so sick. I hope you can forgive me.

Basically, I’m practicing. I’m warming up my songwriting, keyboarding, and multitrack skills because I hope soon that my friend Jessica will be joining me for a album-length recording project. As you’ve all noticed, I’m something of lacking in vocal skills – I’ve come a long way, but the experience recording TCP blues and Sex reminded my how very far I still have to go, especially in the rhythm and timing areas. So, I write – or discover – the music, and let others handle the vocals. (I’ll probably do some backing vocals, though).

In the meantime, I hve a serious backlog of songs to be written:

Changes (about overcoming inertia and making major changes in life)

I remember the future (about remembering a better world)

Time to walk away (About ending a relationship)

I love about you (About someone special’s good qualities)

of all the songs I’ve done so far, this is the one I have the most doubt about posting.

The vocals are still lacking a *lot*. I really need someone with more skillz than I have to sing it. And I think the B section might lose the average listener.

Originally, I thought maybe this would go on the album, but on reflection, I’m pretty sure it won’t. So, I’m still writing and recording songs for practice (and to get messages across to people)

That said, here’s Sex: Sex. It’s NSFW.

My body is pulsing in time with yours
As one, our heartbeats are the same
My sweat pouring over you
Pleasure spiking through our brains

I taste your salt, your sweatness, your flow
You hear my whisper, ‘yes, please, oooh..’
I feel your body flexing against mine
Feel the warmth of your sweet, sweet wine

(chorus)
Light me up and take me on
Bring me over the break of dawn
My breath ragged, your voice sings
Your touch is not a little thing
Make me hot and make me wet (wet)
Light me up and I won’t forget (it)
Become one with me in the night (oh lover)
Light me up with your inner light

I feel you getting closer to the edge
Your breath ragged as I take you over the ledge
Together we climb the hill of forever
And spin out a web of unceasing pleasure

hands on breasts, I feel your nipples rise
Even in the dark I see your glowing blue eyes
I hear your heartbeat and your song of pleasure
Moments to treasure, letting go never

Light me up and start to sing
Pleasure me with every single thing
My breath ragged, your body in mine
Your every move dancing in my mind
Make me hot and make me wet (wet)
Light me up, I won’t forget (love)
Your love for me in candle light
Light me up with your second sight

Come dance with me in the dark of the night
We’ll come together and bring on the light
Come join bodies with me to form a naked flame
Never our love to be alone again

Come dance with me in the heat of day
We’ll cast shadows with our passion play
Pet and caress and loving each other
Come here my love, let me give you another