After reading my last few journal entries, I can understand why you all think I’ve gone off the deep end.

If it’s any consolation, I seem to only blog when I’m contemplating things I shouldn’t be, imbibing things I shouldn’t be, or truly terrified about the world. But I’ll try and improve on the situation.. though I’m not sure what I’ll blog about.

I can’t fight the feeling that I have no real political power at all.. hey, a electronic voting machine network based on proprietary closed-source windows software, created by a public corperation in which the politicians own stock? Anyone see why I might feel that way?

I haven’t even been following in the world’s events – in some ways, I guess, I’m not really in the real world at all. Of course, who is, when it comes down to it?

Hope you all are well, LJ-friends, whichever of you are still reading my dreck..

4 Responses to “Apologies..”

  1. mizemm Says:

    I don’t think you’ve lost your mind. I’ve been feeling the same way lately.

  2. panzer73 Says:

    I am well. And I am reading, even though not commenting.

    And I can relate to your feelings. I’ve had them myself, but not as intensely. 🙂

    Please delete the anonymous dammit. I hate when I do that.

  3. asterjolly Says:

    i always had that problem too. i would mostly post when i was depressed/contemplative/etc and people who just read my lj (like my parents at the time – hah!) thought i was a mess. but i was fine. silly people.

  4. goamaki Says:

    I actually find that catching up on news can help my state of mind, because I can see/hear about people who are far worse than me. It puts things into perspective.
    I have found people judging me based on my livejournal, and I keep telling them how silly that is, because this is where we all are supposed to rant and rave. If one made a conclusion on someone soley based on their LJ, heck, they might think I’m a bitchy sensitive freak (which I have been accused of, in so many words).
    It’s good to post about good stuff too, sometimes though, so people don’t get the wrong impression, hehe. Especially if you’re making headway. *hugs!

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