My past lives
What do I know about myself from things I quasi-remember, about my past lives?
1) I knew unix. Seriously, when I went to use it, it was mostly just skimming man pages.
2) Free fall has always felt wonderful to me. So have heavy accelerations. My first rollar coaster ride was amazing and wonderful. Sometimes when I’m riding the most intense rides at 6 flags I have the sense that I should be able to make a act of will and come off the track and fly.
3) When I look at a scrolling list of deltas on a screen, sometimes I flash to the idea that I’m looking at a G meter on a very big craft doing reentry
4) I’ve been polysexual before. I think my homeworld (which Earth decidedly is not) had polysexual as “normal”, and mono as “a bit odd..”
5) I’ve lived somewhere where gay sex is also considered normal and healthy. I have the distinct feeling something is a bit wrong with my mind since I strongly only want girls.
6) I know without a doubt that there are many inhabited worlds. I get the sense that HTML is what it is so it can pass easily through a very very wide but high latency network connection, because I’ve lived somewhere where there’s many planets that use one web.
7) I love travelling and meeting people. I feel like I always have. I have few enemies, many friends.
I surmise at some point I really was a starship pilot.
January 10th, 2015 at 9:19 am
Some of why I get so angry over politics is I think the memory of a sane, healthy, beautiful world is hiding just out of sight in my memory.
And, of course, I might be there right now and just be blind. That’s the popular consensus. My CE shows fear and hatred. And, of course, one of my biggest fears, rejected by the person I most wish wouldn’t reject me.
January 10th, 2015 at 9:20 am
Of course, with the holodeck, I can experience being *anything*..
Dude, who wouldn’t want the holodeck?