I went looking for change, and boy did I find it.
When I finish figuring out exactly what I think of the experience that I had last night, I will then write a complete explanation – if, indeed, there is a complete explanation to be written.
In the meantime, let me just say that when I said that my life was flipped inside out last week, I was incorrect.
Now I know what it feels like to have your life flipped inside out.
It’s kind of a exhillerating experience, really.
Not at all scary.
Well, the implications are really scary. I haven’t yet truly figured out what I think of them. I’m having to re-evaluate a lot of what I thought I knew. It’s kind of scary to discover that you don’t really understand the world, I’ll admit. But, you know, I think I like this world better than the one I thought I lived in.
With that said, allow me to post my apologies to any of my friends who might be reading this who I might have a very good reason to apologize to. I recognize that my actions of the last few weeks have been.. well, not always well-considered. I hope that in the future I’ll be less difficult to have as a friend, and I would like to think that I won’t lose any of your friendship over this.
As for the other parts, well, maybe they’re already lost. In perspective, that’s all right. If they’re supposed to be there, they’ll come back. If they’re not, then it’s really better that I found out now.
What’s that saying about if you love something, set it free?
Watch this space for future updates including a short and abridged explanation of the past week’s events, a essay on PLUR and what it means to me [now], and updates on my current plans to relocate myself to SoCal and obtain employment there-here.
Had my first job interview to that end today. And consulting work appears to be lining itself up at my door, which is good.
S.