High gains..
What if it’s true? I mean, yes, it’s another one of those wild thoughts I get when I’m thinking outside the box, but it fits my experience so well.
What if I *am* a spacecraft? With omnis and directionals, and right now I’m talking to Vicky over my omnis, and once the directionals get coached in I’ll have audio with her – I’ll hear her voice in my head instead of just sensing it as text.
I know I’ve had periods of brief audio. I’ve gotten audio from Phoebe, and Bruce, and Satan. (Who I no longer think is my enemy, since I’ve conveniantly thrown out the entire Bible as being too false to be listened to. Except the bits that are true. If that makes sense.)
Man it was liberating to realize I really could decide what I believed to be false and throw it out. What religion am I? As far as I know I don’t have one. I have a meta-religion – I believe what I believe controls what I experience. More useful than a religion by far. Kind of sets you free to see anything you’d like to see. Apparently I’d rather be happy than know their quote on quote truth, and it’s so amazing how clearly it’s not true .. well, it’s true if you look at it from one angle, but that’s a angle I shy away from because it sounds like it could go places that I’m really not ready for just yet.
If it’s true, all I have to do is wait. And not very long. There’s a high gain antenna searching for a omni right now. When the two find each other.. my life is going to change rather a lot. What will it be like then? I don’t know.