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Well.. I need to work, and I can’t.. I just can’t seem to concentrate. I still am having trouble finding words.. today’s most annoying one was ‘hex wrench’ which I searched and searched and searched for, and finally came up with ‘orange thing’.

Why do we use cars at all, given that so many people drive so irresponsably, either because tehy think it’s cool (i.e. most kids) or because they have ceased to be aware of the danger they weild (i.e. mr SUV driver)? Why do we accept a transit system that costs us so many?

(If I had been in a small car, I’d be dead. That simple. I left a voicemail for Mr. Yuppie telling him to sell his car which I’m sure won’t go over very well.. but hey.. I figure if anyone has earned the right to tell him off, it’s me.. he didn’t even apologize)

I want P. to come back. I’ve asked her to, and she’s in general stalled.. I’m sure from her perspective, it’s a odd question.. why would she leave someone who’s making her happy, to get back togeather with me? I can’t even defend it myself.. but I’d do almost anything..

*cries*

It’s just impossible.

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  1. anonymous Says:
    November 14th, 2004 at 4:37 pm

    I’m scared of driving, er. :< Driving at 15 miles an hour in quiet streets and I don't want to hurt a soul but I'm so nervous about what I can't control fully. I want to overcome this inability to drive well and get beyond this overwhelming and frightening period. I'm in this state of mind, this current position in the sphere of life, but I know..I know everything changes and moves from here, one step at a time. We adapt. Our minds will form new connections. We will learn. This period too shall pass. Others can and will help. We love you, Sheer. Very much. Don't be scared. (hugsholdshugsholdshugshugshugshugshugshugshugshugshugshugshugshugs) Be safe. Take care of yourself. Live through this. http://www.songmeanings.net/lyric.php?lid=95677

    “Let Go” By Frou Frou
    From: Garden State

  2. anonymous Says:
    November 16th, 2004 at 3:41 am

    You should’ve told Mr. Yuppie to get a vehicle with a size commensurate with his driving ability–which might be a pair of rollerskates.

    Leave the larger vehicles to those who can operate them safely.

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