Sheeritry Babble I'm long famous for my really bad poetrybabbles. This is just an attempt to combine the ones I liked the most, and a few of my most famous ones, together in one place. I'm really feeling lazy, so expect it to take a couple of months.

Here are a few new ones, well, actually, really, really old ones. These are all from a bbs called Imagination is Power.. a real, honest to god WWiV BBS, sadly now gone the way of the dodo. Maybe I should write some internet BBS software. I keep thinking about this, and the more I think about it, the more fun it sounds like.

Baby


Baby didn't know what she wanted
Now she never will 
Baby didn't see the world unfolding
Now she lies unseeing still

Baby didn't know how to let out her pain
Now she's up against a wall
Baby didn't know where to run
Now she's going to fall

There's a dam gonna break 
There's a fire in the night
There's a spark of life dying
There's a fade from black to white

Baby didn't know how to cry
Now she'll never laugh again
Baby didn't really want to die
But she saw no way to win

There's a dam gonna break
The wall's gotta come down
There's a spark of life dying
There's pain all around

Baby didn't know how to let go
Baby couldn't cry
Baby just lost control
Now Baby's gonna die

Baby always wanted to be happy
But she never quite learned why
Now she lies there; broken; bleeding
Baby's gonna die

There's a dam gonna break, 
there's a fire burning low
The tears are coming now
But it's too late to gain control

There's a dam gonna break
There's a soul about to fly
There's a heart gonna bleed
There's a girl I love gonna die

Baby never learned to let go
Now she's gone for good
Baby always told me she'd tell me everything
I never believed she would.

This was always one of my favorites, and looking back, I'm not sure why.

Fade to black

 There is a burst of static, and our world will drop away  
  Let's reach for tomorrow, and let's avoid that old cliche
  You can be too old to barry manilow, but say goodbye to yesterday
  Fade to black

  Through tearstained eyes this world still looks much the same
  Pulling off fairfax parkway, being whipped by the rain
  I can tell myself I'm not crying, and I won't take the blame
  Fade to black

  Onrush of emotions, onrush of goodbyes
  Let's do the letter of the law, and hows this for a disguise
  I can handle leaving people now, oh, please believe that lie
  Fade to black

  The engine's running hot tonight, I can smell it in my mind
  Needles sweep slowly across the scale, time is not unkind
  The second hand still marks what are now hours of evil time
  Fade to black

  Were that I had the words to touch exactly how I felt today
  Were that I could handle the pain, or at least deal with it some other way
  Were that this would end, and I could just push  and fade away
  Fade to black

  But my bike screams on, through miles of dusty road
  Those orange kites of construction signs, the trucks bearing 'wide load'
  I'll be there come tomorrow, but today I'm on my own
  Fade to black

  The asphalt knows loneliness and what it's like to sing songs in the rain
  But there will be no blazes of glory for me, I've got to live with this pain
  The needle sweeps past forty, cars passing me look with disdain
  Fade to black

  And here I am alone for the fourth consecutive night
  I'm alone because my thoughts have left me to wallow in pity, right?
  Maybe I deserve this, so just turn out the light
  Fade to black

  Light a single candle before you curse the dark
  My headlight's getting dimmer, and I think I'm losing the spark
  The needle points at 'O' now.. a number they forgot to mark
  Fade to black

  Listen to the engine sing it's redline song in vain
  I'm not about to cut the throttle, though the machine screams in pain
  I need this speed, I need this thrill, I need this insignificant gain
  Fade to black

  The needle finds its way to T, and locks there, stuck fast
  I can go no faster, I've found my limits at long last
  The world won't stop spinning, mommy, she keeps going past
  Fade to black

  And the engine sings its song again, and this time I relent
  Let go of the throttle, the world slows and this feeling I reinvent
  There's a final sense of loss as we drop past 35
  Fade to black, sometimes happy to be alive.

Hrm. I was in an odd mood for this one. But I kind of like it. You have to understand much of this was written YEARS ago.

Digital Worlds

My house was hit by lightning last week
In seconds, bits of silicon were eaten away 
From each of my four computers,
Data vanished into thin air

I wonder where that data went,
or if I'll find it someday
hiding underneath the couch
playing, perchance, solitaire?

The guy at the computer store said
"Your hard drive is smoked"
Smoked what? Maybe a joint?
And if so, are my english reports mellow?

My computer was always too hyper
Pouncing on every damaged floppy
with a (A)bort, (R)etry, (F)uck it.
Now maybe, having been smoked, 

it will have learned to settle down
drop out of TURBO, say things like
(A)bort, (R)etry, (D)on't worry, be happy
or maybe it will learn to BS a little

Make up data when it can't find it
Imagine, no more CORRUPTED FAT errors
It'll just make up something like say
190 lbs. That's pretty fat for a 386.

And maybe it'll learn to XON-XOFF
like a genuine clapper. or perhaps
it'll just handshake the old fashioned,
manual, pump up and down way

Maybe it will loosen up a little
let me plug a male to a male
this homophobia in computers must
cease and desist. It's deplorable

Maybe it will even forgive me
for that time I called it a stupid
little no brain IBlamer when it
barfed all over my 20 page paper

Yep, lightning hit my computer
and the tech guy said it was smoked
maybe it will mellow out
and believe in both ones and zeros
and shades of gray. (.05?)

Time


You say time heals all things
From broken hearts to broken wings
From downed nets to empty shores
From memories of pain to fields of war

I say time turns all to rust
Turns wood to ashes and dreams to dust
Etching away as the clock strikes again
Time will take all we have away, be where we've been

You say time shows all views
Opens minds to wonders, thoughts, and truths
I say time sets all in their ways
Time turns tomorrow into yesterday

Time will etch your memory free
Time will take my burning youth
Time will set me to another dream
Time will show the ultimate truth

As time burns and our thoughts reply
No stranger, time, to you or I
And if with time all our dreams die
Another world will be born 

And those naive children in the setting sun
Who think that in time all battles can be won
Will see that there is another view
That in time all battles matter naught to you

So if time turns and faces recall
And if dreams hit that all too solid steel wall
And entropy brings us again to meet our fate
Maybe time will etch the reins of hate

If time brings tears to the faces of clowns
And time brings entire cities to the ground
Then time brings flowers and tress and youth
To build again on the foundations of truth

For where man has stood and looked before
Man will again stand and scan the shore
And where my cynical eyes draw dim
The eyes of the new generation will begin

Time.

Originally written for Jabby.

Living


Well, we're living a lot through time gone by
We're all either too strong or too weak to cry
None of us know what to do when our world falls down
Look at a million pieces when it hits the ground

Don't turn away
Stand and watch me cry
Be a silent witness
as the years roll by
clocks marking paces
Miles we runt through time
memories are rough poetry
the words don't always have to rhyme

Perhaps you know me
I'm the lucky one
Jumped over the edge last night
Still staring at the sun
Now my world a mere illusion
My reality had to fall
Now I stare worldess
From the cold dark wall
And, another one.
Can you handle the illusary darkness
When reality fades to black
Can you find another tomorrow
when today turns it's everpresent back
Do you understand the difference
between dreams that can and can't be made real
can you see the dawn of forever
and has it changed the way you feel
when you think you've found enough
and even to yourself your shallowness shows
don't you know that in the twighlight
enough morphs, enough changes, enough grows
can't you understand my fear
and don't I have something to be scared about
come sit with me in my house away from reality
and let the words just tumble out
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