So, I spend a lot of time, when I’m not ubergeeking out writing code or building stuff, missing people. Of all the people I’ve ever lived with, dated, or spent significant time with, I can only think of one that I don’t miss. (And pretty much everyone who knows me probably knows exactly who I’m talking about)<\/p>\n
I wish people didn’t have to leave our lives, a lot. I do wonder how many of the people who have left my life have done it due to my bad choices – but I also wonder how much the problem is that I believe I can’t have what I want. <\/p>\n
I again find myself at a crossroads. I don’t know what the streets are labelled, but I have the definite feeling that there are a series of decisions – and probably some pretty difficult moments and some significant sadness – ahead of me. I wonder what will happen next.<\/p>\n
Well.. I did say I wanted a range of experiences and emotions…<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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