{"id":3287,"date":"2017-01-07T01:27:36","date_gmt":"2017-01-07T08:27:36","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.sheer.us\/weblogs\/?p=3287"},"modified":"2017-01-07T01:27:36","modified_gmt":"2017-01-07T08:27:36","slug":"my-current-theory-about-whats-going-on","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.sheer.us\/weblogs\/uncategorized\/my-current-theory-about-whats-going-on","title":{"rendered":"My current theory about what&#8217;s going on"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>So, I&#8217;ve probably talked about this one before, but maybe writing more about it will help me refine my ideas on it still more.<\/p>\n<p>At this point, I do not think the 3D reality I&#8217;m wandering around in is a accurate representation of the data coming in at the edge (wherever NNN space owned by me meets NNN space owned by others). In particular, I think that because of my paranoia, what I&#8217;m seeing is a mix of real data being thrown across the wall (&#8220;reflected light&#8221; of the real people out there) and my fears. I have no easy way to confirm how much is internal\/imaginal and how much is external\/real. I don&#8217;t think any of us actually know that, I think it may well be a unknowable. But I think my paranoia has met confirmation bias. I no longer know if the cops are in my head or in the world, for example. <\/p>\n<p>I know I&#8217;m damaged. I hope the people at the edge are receiving this message, and understand that I need help to clear away the neurological filters that are making it impossible for me to see people as they truly are and instead see what I&#8217;m most afraid of. At this point I&#8217;m convinced confirmation bias is probably more my enemy than my friend. I just don&#8217;t know what to do with it.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>So, I&#8217;ve probably talked about this one before, but maybe writing more about it will help me refine my ideas on it still more. At this point, I do not think the 3D reality I&#8217;m wandering around in is a accurate representation of the data coming in at the edge (wherever NNN space owned by [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.sheer.us\/weblogs\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3287"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.sheer.us\/weblogs\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.sheer.us\/weblogs\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.sheer.us\/weblogs\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.sheer.us\/weblogs\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=3287"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/www.sheer.us\/weblogs\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3287\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":3288,"href":"https:\/\/www.sheer.us\/weblogs\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3287\/revisions\/3288"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.sheer.us\/weblogs\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=3287"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.sheer.us\/weblogs\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=3287"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.sheer.us\/weblogs\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=3287"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}