{"id":2676,"date":"2015-07-24T12:27:57","date_gmt":"2015-07-24T19:27:57","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.sheer.us\/weblogs\/?p=2676"},"modified":"2016-01-30T14:48:51","modified_gmt":"2016-01-30T21:48:51","slug":"so-this-whole-did-thing-keeps-upsetting-me","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.sheer.us\/weblogs\/mental-illness\/so-this-whole-did-thing-keeps-upsetting-me","title":{"rendered":"So, this whole DID thing keeps upsetting me.."},"content":{"rendered":"<p>I keep reading more and more about it, and it seems like it&#8217;s difficult to fix. I mean, I&#8217;ve been going to shrinks for years, taking whatever pills they tell me to take (despite rumors to the contrary), and while my life has gotten noticably better, it hasn&#8217;t gotten, you know, really good. But it&#8217;s still.. I don&#8217;t know.. it&#8217;s like you just finished changing a head gasket only to discover a thrown rod. It&#8217;s discouraging. It&#8217;s even more discouraging to realize that I don&#8217;t really have any way of knowing <\/p>\n<p>A: How *many* people are in me<br \/>\nB: What exactly they are thinking<br \/>\nC: What triggers them to suddenly get control of the body<\/p>\n<p>I know aside from manic periods that happen twice a year on six month centers it&#8217;s incredibly rare that I lose any time, which is encouraging but also a little disenheartening.. I don&#8217;t know of any way to trigger them to come out of their hiding places. <\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I keep reading more and more about it, and it seems like it&#8217;s difficult to fix. I mean, I&#8217;ve been going to shrinks for years, taking whatever pills they tell me to take (despite rumors to the contrary), and while my life has gotten noticably better, it hasn&#8217;t gotten, you know, really good. But it&#8217;s [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[17],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.sheer.us\/weblogs\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2676"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.sheer.us\/weblogs\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.sheer.us\/weblogs\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.sheer.us\/weblogs\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.sheer.us\/weblogs\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=2676"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/www.sheer.us\/weblogs\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2676\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":2677,"href":"https:\/\/www.sheer.us\/weblogs\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2676\/revisions\/2677"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.sheer.us\/weblogs\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=2676"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.sheer.us\/weblogs\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=2676"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.sheer.us\/weblogs\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=2676"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}