{"id":2528,"date":"2015-01-12T04:03:03","date_gmt":"2015-01-12T11:03:03","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.sheer.us\/weblogs\/?p=2528"},"modified":"2015-01-12T04:03:03","modified_gmt":"2015-01-12T11:03:03","slug":"mourning-2","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.sheer.us\/weblogs\/uncategorized\/mourning-2","title":{"rendered":"Mourning.."},"content":{"rendered":"<p>So, I do think I&#8217;ve been somewhat successful (granted with a fair amount of 36-hour-orbit-saying-everything-lurking-inside-me) at mourning the ability to be in the physical presence of my friend. I&#8217;m sure there&#8217;s still a lot more that will come out.. I&#8217;m not really sure who I am right now, or what I&#8217;m doing, or why.. I mean, I&#8217;ve still been working. I&#8217;ve been prepping for my band&#8217;s next gig. I still feel like there&#8217;s crying I haven&#8217;t done, and waking up still sucks but.<\/p>\n<p>There&#8217;s actually a whole bunch of people I remember that I have no physical connection with any more. One of the downsides of having a mental architecture like mine is a very wide and powerful memory, which I think means I continue to miss people long after they&#8217;ve forgotten me. Felyne, for example, I have absolutely no power to find but miss.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>So, I do think I&#8217;ve been somewhat successful (granted with a fair amount of 36-hour-orbit-saying-everything-lurking-inside-me) at mourning the ability to be in the physical presence of my friend. I&#8217;m sure there&#8217;s still a lot more that will come out.. I&#8217;m not really sure who I am right now, or what I&#8217;m doing, or why.. I [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.sheer.us\/weblogs\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2528"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.sheer.us\/weblogs\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.sheer.us\/weblogs\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.sheer.us\/weblogs\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.sheer.us\/weblogs\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=2528"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/www.sheer.us\/weblogs\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2528\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":2529,"href":"https:\/\/www.sheer.us\/weblogs\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2528\/revisions\/2529"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.sheer.us\/weblogs\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=2528"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.sheer.us\/weblogs\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=2528"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.sheer.us\/weblogs\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=2528"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}