{"id":1424,"date":"2004-10-19T23:35:00","date_gmt":"2004-10-20T06:35:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.sheer.us\/wordpress\/?p=1424"},"modified":"2004-10-19T23:35:00","modified_gmt":"2004-10-20T06:35:00","slug":"1424","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.sheer.us\/weblogs\/uncategorized\/1424","title":{"rendered":"…"},"content":{"rendered":"

Life’s like a movie..
\nwrite your own ending
\nKeep beleiving
\nKeep pretending
\nYou’ve done just what you set out to do..<\/p>\n

I had a really difficult night last night.. but I think I’m better now. At least somewhat better. I keep waiting for this to stop hurting.. defriending P. didn’t actually work because I still peek at her journal via URL, reading about her romantic getaways with J… I’m so stupid.<\/p>\n

And I’m happy for her, that she’s moving on and finding her happy ending.. or at least happy next chapter.. and it’s about time I did so as well. Although.. it’s been less than a month, I think I can somewhat be forgiven for being unhappy. But can I be forgiven for calling, IMing, and emailing so many people last night?<\/p>\n

Who knows. I presume my friends will tell me when I need to sit down and shut up. Actually, one of them kinda did last night \ud83d\ude09 But sometimes, you know, that’s just what you need to be told.<\/p>\n

Humans are so silly. Can I pull a Aster, and become a flower? \ud83d\ude09 Actually, I think I’d rather be a dolphin.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Life’s like a movie.. write your own ending Keep beleiving Keep pretending You’ve done just what you set out to do.. I had a really difficult night last night.. but I think I’m better now. At least somewhat better. I keep waiting for this to stop hurting.. defriending P. didn’t actually work because I still […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.sheer.us\/weblogs\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1424"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.sheer.us\/weblogs\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.sheer.us\/weblogs\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.sheer.us\/weblogs\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.sheer.us\/weblogs\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=1424"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/www.sheer.us\/weblogs\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1424\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.sheer.us\/weblogs\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=1424"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.sheer.us\/weblogs\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=1424"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.sheer.us\/weblogs\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=1424"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}