{"id":3317,"date":"2017-01-11T11:09:58","date_gmt":"2017-01-11T18:09:58","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.sheer.us\/weblogs\/?p=3317"},"modified":"2017-01-11T12:24:31","modified_gmt":"2017-01-11T19:24:31","slug":"blame-continued","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/www.sheer.us\/weblogs\/person\/blame-continued","title":{"rendered":"Blame, continued"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>So, it&#8217;s basically hopeless to think I could remember who would be responsible besides me in any case. Human memory isn&#8217;t written to the way computer memory is, and it&#8217;s not.. reliable in the same kinds of ways. So I might remember violence and hate and anger, but it&#8217;s impossible to know whether that&#8217;s real or not &#8211; especially since I&#8217;m looking at it from the other side of a closed-head injury. Look, the car I was in didn&#8217;t have a airbag. I don&#8217;t know how much damage was done to my mind, but I know it was enough that I couldn&#8217;t stick out my tongue straight and I was mildly aphasic for weeks afterwords. So talking about remembering who to be angry at is really, really silly. Because I *don&#8217;t* know what of my memories are real.<\/p>\n<p>As far as $person[0], I remember you asking me who I wanted on my island. Apparently at this late date we can really safely say the answer is you. I remember you wanted to be CEO of pepsi, and you were a fan of Perot, and left post-it notes all over the house encouraging your parents to vote. I remember we went to many dances together, and we danced, and it was fun and wonderful. I remember you had a duck named comet who helped with the mayor of occaquan&#8217;s campaign. I remember six little ducklings growing up in my bathtub. These memories feel real. But unless I can convince you to compare notes with me about which of my memories are real and which aren&#8217;t, I&#8217;m never going to know.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>So, it&#8217;s basically hopeless to think I could remember who would be responsible besides me in any case. Human memory isn&#8217;t written to the way computer memory is, and it&#8217;s not.. reliable in the same kinds of ways. So I might remember violence and hate and anger, but it&#8217;s impossible to know whether that&#8217;s real [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[15],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.sheer.us\/weblogs\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3317"}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.sheer.us\/weblogs\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.sheer.us\/weblogs\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.sheer.us\/weblogs\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.sheer.us\/weblogs\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=3317"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"http:\/\/www.sheer.us\/weblogs\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3317\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":3318,"href":"http:\/\/www.sheer.us\/weblogs\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3317\/revisions\/3318"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.sheer.us\/weblogs\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=3317"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.sheer.us\/weblogs\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=3317"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.sheer.us\/weblogs\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=3317"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}