{"id":2548,"date":"2015-01-15T13:05:58","date_gmt":"2015-01-15T20:05:58","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.sheer.us\/weblogs\/?p=2548"},"modified":"2015-01-15T13:05:58","modified_gmt":"2015-01-15T20:05:58","slug":"so-hard-to-tell","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/www.sheer.us\/weblogs\/uncategorized\/so-hard-to-tell","title":{"rendered":"So hard to tell"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Is it all my fault? Everything that&#8217;s ever gone wrong in my life? Is some of it mine? None of it? I know that knowing who&#8217;s fault things are doesn&#8217;t help any in fixing them. But I still.. I don&#8217;t know. Part of me wants to say I wasn&#8217;t given the tools I needed, and I had to go find them myself, and that I don&#8217;t think my parents should have had children. Another part of me thinks I warped my experience of reality through my persistent negative self image, and that I could have been handed exactly what I needed and still not gotten it.<\/p>\n<p>Someone bought &#8216;Secret Garden&#8217; on my kindle account. It wasn&#8217;t me, but I&#8217;m reading it anyway. Interesting.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Is it all my fault? Everything that&#8217;s ever gone wrong in my life? Is some of it mine? None of it? I know that knowing who&#8217;s fault things are doesn&#8217;t help any in fixing them. But I still.. I don&#8217;t know. Part of me wants to say I wasn&#8217;t given the tools I needed, and [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.sheer.us\/weblogs\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2548"}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.sheer.us\/weblogs\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.sheer.us\/weblogs\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.sheer.us\/weblogs\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.sheer.us\/weblogs\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=2548"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"http:\/\/www.sheer.us\/weblogs\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2548\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":2549,"href":"http:\/\/www.sheer.us\/weblogs\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2548\/revisions\/2549"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.sheer.us\/weblogs\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=2548"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.sheer.us\/weblogs\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=2548"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.sheer.us\/weblogs\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=2548"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}