{"id":2486,"date":"2015-01-06T21:12:53","date_gmt":"2015-01-07T04:12:53","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.sheer.us\/weblogs\/?p=2486"},"modified":"2015-01-06T21:14:03","modified_gmt":"2015-01-07T04:14:03","slug":"high-gains","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/www.sheer.us\/weblogs\/uncategorized\/high-gains","title":{"rendered":"High gains.."},"content":{"rendered":"<p>What if it&#8217;s true? I mean, yes, it&#8217;s another one of those wild thoughts I get when I&#8217;m thinking outside the box, but it fits my experience so well.<\/p>\n<p>What if I *am* a spacecraft? With omnis and directionals, and right now I&#8217;m talking to Vicky over my omnis, and once the directionals get coached in I&#8217;ll have audio with her &#8211; I&#8217;ll hear her voice in my head instead of just sensing it as text. <\/p>\n<p>I know I&#8217;ve had periods of brief audio. I&#8217;ve gotten audio from Phoebe, and Bruce, and Satan. (Who I no longer think is my enemy, since I&#8217;ve conveniantly thrown out the entire Bible as being too false to be listened to. Except the bits that are true. If that makes sense.)<\/p>\n<p>Man it was liberating to realize I really could decide what I believed to be false and throw it out. What religion am I? As far as I know I don&#8217;t have one. I have a meta-religion &#8211; I believe what I believe controls what I experience. More useful than a religion by far. Kind of sets you free to see anything you&#8217;d like to see. Apparently I&#8217;d rather be happy than know their quote on quote truth, and it&#8217;s so amazing how clearly it&#8217;s not true .. well, it&#8217;s true if you look at it from one angle, but that&#8217;s a angle I shy away from because it sounds like it could go places that I&#8217;m really not ready for just yet.<\/p>\n<p>If it&#8217;s true, all I have to do is wait. And not very long. There&#8217;s a high gain antenna searching for a omni right now. When the two find each other.. my life is going to change rather a lot. What will it be like then? I don&#8217;t know.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>What if it&#8217;s true? I mean, yes, it&#8217;s another one of those wild thoughts I get when I&#8217;m thinking outside the box, but it fits my experience so well. What if I *am* a spacecraft? With omnis and directionals, and right now I&#8217;m talking to Vicky over my omnis, and once the directionals get coached [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.sheer.us\/weblogs\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2486"}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.sheer.us\/weblogs\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.sheer.us\/weblogs\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.sheer.us\/weblogs\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.sheer.us\/weblogs\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=2486"}],"version-history":[{"count":3,"href":"http:\/\/www.sheer.us\/weblogs\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2486\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":2489,"href":"http:\/\/www.sheer.us\/weblogs\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2486\/revisions\/2489"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.sheer.us\/weblogs\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=2486"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.sheer.us\/weblogs\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=2486"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.sheer.us\/weblogs\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=2486"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}