{"id":2448,"date":"2015-01-02T22:46:44","date_gmt":"2015-01-03T05:46:44","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.sheer.us\/weblogs\/?p=2448"},"modified":"2015-01-02T22:46:44","modified_gmt":"2015-01-03T05:46:44","slug":"mourning","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/www.sheer.us\/weblogs\/uncategorized\/mourning","title":{"rendered":"mourning"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>So, i know I have to mourn Vicky, in much the same way i have to mourn Rebel. My friendship with her is a casuality of fear &#8211; i&#8217;m sure there will be more on this later. I hope someday it comes back, but for now it is as dead as the days when it was normal to just drop by people&#8217;s houses &#8211; as dead as the days when wwe just watched, eexperienced, and enjoyed a concert instead of videotaping it with our phones.. <\/p>\n<p>i wish it were easier to cry.. for my missing friend, for the pain tthat comes with my guesses of what she thinks and feels.. with rebel, it was easy to cry.. but with rebel, i wasn&#8217;t crying for something that happened 15 years ago.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>So, i know I have to mourn Vicky, in much the same way i have to mourn Rebel. My friendship with her is a casuality of fear &#8211; i&#8217;m sure there will be more on this later. I hope someday it comes back, but for now it is as dead as the days when it [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.sheer.us\/weblogs\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2448"}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.sheer.us\/weblogs\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.sheer.us\/weblogs\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.sheer.us\/weblogs\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.sheer.us\/weblogs\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=2448"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"http:\/\/www.sheer.us\/weblogs\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2448\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":2449,"href":"http:\/\/www.sheer.us\/weblogs\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/2448\/revisions\/2449"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/www.sheer.us\/weblogs\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=2448"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.sheer.us\/weblogs\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=2448"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/www.sheer.us\/weblogs\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=2448"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}