Beginning to make forward progress on the parking meter code again, after a long case of writer’s block. <\/p>\n
[They never tell you writer’s block applies to programmers. Perhaps it doesn’t apply to *all* programmers. I wouldn’t know. I just know that sometimes I can spit out code as fast as I can type, and other times it takes me several minutes for each line. I call the second condition being ‘blocked’, and it’s really frustrating. ]<\/p>\n
Ron is hopefully coming over tonight – he was supposed to come last night, but didn’t quite get out of some meeting in time. Looking forward to taht, no doubt.<\/p>\n
Some anonymous person [and I hate to guess who] posted in my journal ‘oh, yeah, quitting is easy, I’ve done it dozens of times’. Well, obviously. I imagine in this case I will restart on purpose.. but I want to go a few months first, to make sure I’m not addicted. [This makes no sense, does it?]<\/p>\n
Whoever said dance like no one’s watching<\/b> didn’t really mean it? Or did they?<\/p>\n
Sometimes I wonder about the significance of the fact that the english word ‘mean’ means both ‘average’ and ‘cruel’. <\/p>\n
I talked to a really cool guy last night.. he was just standing, waiting for the bus.. I’m slowly getting used to the idea that most of the people wandering the streets are, in fact, friendly. <\/p>\n
Is P. right? Do I still see rejection where none exists? Am I outcast by my own mind? How humerous.. <\/p>\n
Maybe I should see a counsoler. <\/p>\n
[watches the hard drive lights blink for a second or three]<\/p>\n
I can’t shake the feeling that my reality comes in frames, with frames of nonreality interleaving. Or something.<\/p>\n
Right eye swirls the colors togeather. Left eye renders absolute fact. Who would think that left\/right stereotypes could apply to vision? Perhaps we’re never supposed<\/b> to learn how to switch.<\/p>\n
Being on the right side is almost like a drug experience in and of itself. <\/p>\n
Why does it matter if I’m crazy? I have to be crazy to do what I have to do. But I must start moving forward again.. I’ve spent a year standing still on everything except making money, and in ten years, a hundred years, it will matter not one bit how much money I’ve made.<\/p>\n
Learn to have perspective.<\/p>\n
I’ve decided, after experimentation, that it’s better to have lots of friends than lots of money. I’ve tried both ways, and it’s pretty clear which one is more fun and ultimately more productive.<\/p>\n
Maybe I’ll go to SeattleWireless’s hack night. I want to try and get the baby laptop working anyway.. and, really, isn’t that kind of thing what hack night is all about? That, and it sounds like I could find several friends in the SW crew. Apparently one of the founders is also a musician who records technoesque stuff.. maybe he’d like to jam sometime? <\/p>\n
It’s rediculous that I have almost no friends to hang with. <\/p>\n
Ah well.<\/p>\n
back to work<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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